But these days, isn't everything about emotions anyway? There are even genre's of music that cater to some 'modern day' cliques in school. Emo's, for example. Apparently they're supposed to be the kids that are so emotionally in touch with themselves that they thing it's daily routine to sit in a corner and cry for a reason not even known to themselves. I suppose you could say it was the modern day hippy.
For me, I just put it down to the fact that I'm a girl, and my dad obviously doesn't understand me...
Unfortunately, the truth is far from that, as sometimes I think he might even be the only one that does.
But in the long run, surely it's better to let your feelings out, instead of keeping them inside. I've heard way too many disturbingly gruesome stories about people killing themselves through stress or depression. My mum's colleagues even saw a woman hang herself as she couldn't pay her bills (or something along those lines). Maybe if she had cried, and spoken to someone about it (or in my case, more than one person) she might have got somewhere?
It's hard to describe, unless you've been in the situation yourself, of how tiny things just push you over the edge. In fact, until this year, I don't think I've been as up and down as this. It's definitely something to do with being 17. Must be. Or possibly just being tired.
Seeing as I was never overly interested in science, I can't really go into detail about the anatomy (that's probably not even the right word).
I can be overly happy at one moment and allow the world to crash around me at another. Both I take to extremes. But I just can't help it!
Actually, I should be talking about something more intellectual. When I send my dad my blog URL, he'll probably think I'm talking utter nonsense and tell me to do something more useful with my time!
But hey ho, there's plenty more time for that.
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